so frustrated with this life...thinking about how mundane it has become....nothing interesting happening. Just routine so to speak. There are certain things you will realise as you grow old. Certain things that mattered and you loved to do eventually wont matter and you will start hating it. I am talking about human beings as well. I know people may not accept this, however this is true in most cases. I would rather be unfazed and unbridled than be caught up in things like this. I want to be free, however I have ambitions which wont let me be free. Even if I achieve my goals, still I won't be happy. I have realised this, I can't be satiated. I ain't content because I am very materialistic. Things don't happen for me because right now, I am in a comfortable place. A place where I need not take too much of risk nor do too much of work. It's relaxing and nice to be at this place right now. However, after 5 or 6 years down the line, looking back I would regret not taking action to rectify this situation.

Basically I am Lazy and am unable to leave the comfort zone...will have to do something about this.....trying to do something about it...let's see....time will tell...

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Arun said…
machi
un polambala ingeyum start pannitiya..
Monday, March 27, 2006 9:30:00 AM
G. Siva Shankar said…
vera enna panna sollura da...atleast whn I was there u guys wre there, now can only vent out my feelings on a weekly basis to the guys...so blogs hlp me do it on a everyday basis....
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:43:00 PM
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