First post for April 2006

When I first created this blogspot id, I was wondering how long it would hold my fascination. Thought it would die down after a couple of days, however nowadays I do take time to collect my thoughts and try to put it down here. No matter who reads or not, it feels nice to have a journal or a diary kind off thingy to go back too...... That being said, I can't stop thinking of how long this will go on for. Am at work right now, meaning being "vetti" thinking about Life as such, bumming out when I think about the future. My only solace is that things will work out, cuz they always do, though they haven't in the past 5 years, they will at some point of time. I HOPE SO....

Hope is Life....that's one of the phrases that I coined (to my knowledge...if it's copyrighted, guess I am ignorant to it....ignorantia juras neminem excusat..hee hee) man that I learnt in my 11th standard, still I remember it....my teachers were gd, all credit goes to them.

I always have this habit of digressing from the topic. Guess I use this as an effective tool to avoid from being questioned by my superiors and bosses. I always thought I would maintain this blog very formal and professional, meaning using "You" instead of "U"; "People" instead of "ppl", guess that's a thing of the past now, reading the previous para.

When we were young we used to be so curious and so fascinated with everything and anything. I miss those days now. Everything is so "Mundane and has become "been there done that". Life is a circle if you ask me. What we do today, we will do tomorrow and the day after as well. (Better you don’t ask me then, right J )

I used to be a realistic when I was in college then became an optimistic when I started my career and right now 5 years after finishing college I am a Pessimist. Guess things change with time and so do people. I am an enigma to myself; I would never know what or how I would react to a particular situation. A bundle of contradictions, yeah that’s me. My life used to be an Open Book, meaning I was predictable. What I do is always surprising me, though I do little nowadays, it doesn’t matter.

How much ever you try, people can’t be satiated. I cannot be satiated. Some call it Ambition, some call it Greedy, I call it being indecisive. One day you would want a Honda City, once you have it, the next day you would want a Mercedes “S” Class and it’s goes on. As said people term it differently, however in the end you don’t know what you want. People are irresolute and always will be.

Now wondering how to close this post. I have rambled on too many things yet again without passing on any breath taking ideas or world changing concepts. Well, that’s the idea of the entire blogging concept, I guess, people just putting down their flow of thought for the heck of it. At least be happy that I haven’t thrust my opinions on you, {I don’t think I have thrust anything as yet.}

Well, here’s the link to one of a good blog writer. {wanted to say blogger however that didn’t feel right}.

Comments

Aradrowser said…
why why and why ????
why think so much....u r making the same mistake i used to time and again.....and am sure u kno tht :)
sanchapanzo said…
SiviG,

Thanks for the wishes da..

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